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about me!

Hi! I'm feivy, welcome to my own corner of the web! Here you can find a wide array of stuff to do with my life including my artwork, photos, recipes, and collections of my favourite games and other media. My website is always under construction so please forgive the unfinished sections!

I'm female, British, and twenty years old. I have occaisonally attempted multiple personal websites since I was 14, but never found anything that stuck, so I'm trying this! :)

irl

I just finished studying for my BSc degree in Geography where I achieved a first-class honours, and one day I hope to work with the environment and sustainability to make a positive difference to people and animals. I may go for a Master's or PhD someday, but for the moment I'm hoping to save up some money, and more degrees might be overkill for what I want to do.

I was born in Scotland, lived in Bahrain for 5 years, then came back to England during the Arab Spring. I learned English from my parents and used to know Arabic for school, but now I have forgotten most of it, I'm currently learning to speak German through a combination of speaking to my native german-speaking friends, videogames, TV shows, and the internet. I'm by no means fluent but I can hold a conversation pretty well.

hobbies and interests

Although I enjoy learning about sustainability and I imagine that will be my main source of income someday, I also have a deep passion for photography, videography, and streaming, and some of my best childhood memories involve me and my sisters making movies on my Dad's iPad. Today most of my films are in the form of mini-vlogs for me and my close friends to look back on, but one day I hope to be able to finish some of the ideas that have been churning away in my brain and attempt to make something that I'm truly proud of.

Aside from videography and sustainability, I have several areas of interest within a variety of academic fields. I've always been fascinated by psychology, anthropology, evolution, robotics, astronomy, and many more. I'm by no means an expert in any of those fields, but I'll always consume anything I can about them and am always thrilled to improve my understanding. It definitely helps when the person teaching me the topic is enthusiastic about it and is able to show how happy it makes them; I find people doing what they love makes me happy.

Otherwise, I'm pretty passionate about fiction in general. I love D&D and I'm thrilled by the brain's ability to empathise so deeply with characters and stories that are imaginary, and how we can immerse ourselves so deeply in these imaginary worlds. I especially love the emotional depth that comes with well-written characters where the audience can become transfixed with a complex character full of biases, suppressed emotions, and impulses without it being spelled out explicitly in the narrative. I love being able to pick apart what works and doesn't work in a story and I typically view everything with a critical eye, analysing various qualities and how they come together overall.

p e r s o n a l i t y

I'm an ambivert; I often tailor my behaviour to the specific situation and thrive in both group settings and when I'm alone, some days I tend to feel more extroverted and take initiative around strangers, other days I need to stay in bed and recharge under my warm blankets. But I love being with people that I know and can be talkative around my friends. I'm a generally optimistic and positive person and usually tend to avoid conflict (although if you start a debate with me I can argue pretty fiercely).

My brain likes to fixate on things when I discover I love them, whether it be a musician, movie, TV show, videogame or anything else. It tends to fade after a month or two, but in the meantime I tend to be annoyingly unproductive. Other things that hinder my productivity include my excessive perfectionism and multitasking habits. If updates on this website slow down, any combination of these factors is probably to blame in addition to my studies.

r a n d o m f a c t s

  • I am agnostic (i think?). I believe that there could be a higher power but there also might not be. I didn't grow up religious and as a kid, but I would occasionally go with my friend to church during summer, and we'd play games but that's about it. I think it was more of a summer school looking back on it. I don't mind what other people believe in, however I do believe that it's critically important to learn about different cultures in school to teach the next generation empathy and respect as well as, preparing them for a diverse world.
  • I am more of a dog person. I've had family dogs since I was one, and I have never had a cat, so I don't know what it is like to be responsible for one. On top of that I am also allergic to cats; I would one day love to own them as I've been told they are quite low maintenance and still quite affectionate. I still love cats and have been to a cat cafes for my birthday, I'd like to have both dogs and cats when I move into my own place as I am an animal lover, but if I had to choose one or the other as a pet, I'd choose a dog.
  • My favourite season of the year is Autumn. I love how the air feels crisp and the colours of the leaves become orange and red. I love wearing comfy jumpers and drinking hot chocolate in bed. I love halloween and bonfire night. Every year for the last 6 years just before halloween, I do my annual rewatch of "Over The Garden Wall" from Cartoon Network, it's become tradition for me to watch this in cosy pajamas with a nice warm tea. This year (2025) I'm watching it with my friend and housemate for the first time, and I'm excited to find out her opinions and pick her brain about it.
  • I have weird joints. I have hypermobility which means I have pain and stiffness in my joints and muscles, especially during Winter, and sometimes my knees just feel like dislocating, however it does make for a pretty fun party trick to bend my fingers the wrong way, so I'm the real winner. I'm pretty sure I also read somewhere that hypermobility is also linked to ADHD which would explain a lot.
  • I have a phobia of the deep ocean and big things in the deep ocean. I have no idea where this came from, but it makes my chest tighten and triggers my fight-or-flight response, even writing about it makes my skin crawl.